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I'm not going to leave you behind.

[It's a firm response almost immediately as Armin shifts in Jean's grip. It's likely painful for the both of them in this close space, skin rubbing against skin as he slips down. His hands move to Jean's wrists to guide them away so he can properly slip down into the space in front of him.

It's not nearly as cramped for him as it is for Jean, but they're still pressed uncomfortably close, with his face right to the damage Jean has sustained.]

Can you reach behind me to my pack? There are some bandages in there.

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Oh... I'll get you some water. Give me just a moment.

[Worried, yes, and his mind is wandering on top of that. But action would help with that, he thought. Debating on what he should or shouldn't reveal to people was always a frustrating task. Even so, the answers came to mind pretty firmly. If Jean didn't remember, then...

He pushes up from his chair and moves to fetch him a quick glass, returning after a few minutes to offer it forward once he'd found it.]

[bravelypees]

Thanks.

[When he takes it, his fingers brush against Armin's. If he notices, he doesn't show it, sipping the water pensively. Trying to remember what Armin could be referring to and coming up blank. It's frustrating, but after a couple sips he gives up, leaning to deposit the glass on the bedside table.]

Has anyone else come around?

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[It's strange-- Armin doesn't normally pay attention to things like this, but the weight of what's on his mind right now has him all too aware of the way their fingers brush. He plays it off without even a blink in reaction, but he's feeling awkward by the time he sits back down. The small tells are in the way he holds himself. His overly straight posture.]

Eren visited briefly, and Mikasa followed him. I think everyone else thought it better to leave you to rest.

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Ah. [He breathes out a forced laugh, rubbing the back of his neck.] Should have figured it'd be something like that.

[Can you blame him for hoping more people would care? It's shameful, really. But what more could you expect from a selfish guy?

He sighs quietly, looking back at Armin as if just noticing the stiff posture.] You're pretty on-edge, huh?

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You shouldn't worry about it. [He has a feeling he knows what Jean's thinking on the matter, and he's quick to shut it down.] Everyone was worried. Most people just checked in over the pocket watch.

['Everyone' may be a little too kind, but plenty of people were worried. He wanted to stress that. But then Jean's shooting him a question, and he has to react pretty immediately to that as well, hands folding into his lap a little tightly.]

I'm fine. [But the way it comes out so quickly seems defensive, he realizes, and he's quick to add on more to soften it.] I'm just thinking that it's been a long past couple of days.

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I'm sorry. I knew it was risky to go further, but I couldn't pass up the possibility of finding out something more...